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zaria rashay
2 min readJan 15, 2024

a poem

i’m telling you truthfully.
so judge me kindly.

my grandmother named me girl.

warned me about playing woman too soon.
told me not to let men use their hands to age me.

but i did not listen.

was she wrong?
why wasn’t i afraid?

my mother named me bird.

warned me about confusing lighthouses for lovers.
told me to nest and preen with my sisters.

but i did not listen.

was she wrong?
why wasn’t i afraid?

my sister named me ship.

warned me about allowing too many hands to navigate me.
told me to never mistake piss for water.

but i did not listen.

was she wrong?
why wasn’t i afraid?

i’m telling you truthfully.
so judge me kindly.

my father named me almost.

warned me about the smell my esteem would bring.
did not tell me much else.

yet i listened.

was i wrong?
why was i afraid?

my brother named me friend.

warned me about the whispers that would come when I leave.
did not tell me much else.

yet i listened.

was i wrong?
why was i afraid?

my lover named me woman.

warned me about the girly pieces that would age out of me.
did not tell me much else.

yet i listened.

was i wrong?
why was i afraid?

i’m telling you truthfully.
so judge me kindly

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zaria rashay
zaria rashay

Written by zaria rashay

the nighttime musings of a poetess. ig, x, & youtube @zariarashay

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In life we often wonder if we've taken the right advice or if we've taken all the wrong. Still, it's best not to judge. Enjoyed through and through, Zaria as always.

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The pet names we are given carry a deep story inside . Engrossing one . 👏🙌

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I was captivated from start to finish. Really love this one ❤️

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