concave photo by the author

fantasies

a poem

i wonder if he
had fantasies
of a soft girl.
unbruised by
the world.
who polished
the walls of
her heart with
ruby nail polish.

i refused to be
that girl and
i wouldn’t try.

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She is a writer whose work revolves around living with one’s trauma and mental illness in a black queer body. IG @ ZariaRashay

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Zaria Rashay

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She is a writer whose work revolves around living with one’s trauma and mental illness in a black queer body. IG @ ZariaRashay

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